the Story of a girl (:

I’m not asking you for anything.
When I tell you that I love you
it’s not because I want you
or because I can’t have you
it has nothing to do with me.
I love what you are, what you do, how you try
I’ve seen your strength, and your kindness
I’ve seen the best and the worst of you
& I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are.
You’re the one.

I believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car.
I believe in smiling til your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry.
I believe in having someone tell you you’re beautiful
I believe in second chances
even if you’ve completely screwed up

i believe in love and lust and sex and romance
i don’t want everything to add up to some perfect equation
i want mess and chaos
i want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me
i want to feel passion and heat and sweat and madness
i want valentines and cupids and all of that crap
i want it all.

It’s different when you’re lonely.
It’s like the whole world is in love.

every girl should have a guy like you ;
someone so sweet that there`s nothing
he won`t do to make you smile &
brighten up your day like call you up
just to see if you`re okay..

& i don`t know what to say
everything changed so fast,
i can`t keep up
i`m lost in all of those words that
could not escape my lips that
would`ve made you stay.

and she sits at home watching the
lightning. feeling the thunder. wishing
you were sitting beside her. just holding her.

please don’t let this turn
into something it’s not.
i can only give you everything i’ve got.
i can’t be as sorry as you think i should,
but i still love you more than anyone else could.

`the end…